stay strong, big guy!!

How do you treat your almost-always everyday-absent-classmate (class skipper??)? Its conditional. We treat them just fine if they generally are nice, and the opposite for the vice versa. Just fine doesnt literally mean JUST FINE, it has "teasing" kind of thing inside it. Teasing them for fun and yeah just for fun, you know, just a joke.

But how do you feel when you catch them crying over themselves because they feel their classmates are making fun of them so fanatically that they feel offended?

This is what happened last morning, at 2 AM, I had a nice-moving-vacation with my classmates at Pisita, Anyer. We had fun. A lot of FUN. One thing was the moving one is when we had this forum, just call it "sharing forum". The room we were in was dark cz we turned off the light to adding up some dramatic situation. And well, it worked. This one guy friend cried. He felt so grateful to have his classmates during these two years. And there was this guy who is a "class skipper" cried, too. Then this person were able to make all of us cried. It was so moving. His words was like magically turned our sleepy faces into guilty crying faces. This guy felt he was such a useless person and a garbage in class. He felt sorry. Of course we did cry. We didnt mean to have him feel that way, indeed. Though from the deepest heart of ours, we hoped that tears would change him to realize what he had done, surely, we want him to come to school and study like us EVERYDAY. Stay strong, big guy!

I cried, too. and it was like all that memories related to family and friends passed by. All my friends I have came into my mind and ordered the heart to cry. I am so grateful to live with such woderful and nice people ever. I am so grateful to find friends in US who were really able to make me smile everyday during my stay. I am so grateful to have me myself love and is loved by all friends despite our weakness. I am so grateful, I feel Ive been accepted before I was born as if people were waiting for me to be born. I will not treat my friends in vain. Hope they will not too. We live in mutual way, apparently.