Im more comfy nowadays, i had fun at school lately and recently, and i am having fun at school. This semester would be a way fun than last semester! wow.
still, the feeling like "it's my school" hasnt come yet. I'll have that kind of feeling if i know most of people at school. promise. but i know i wont make it. that seems impossible to know 4000 people to be friends or at least acquintances. im kinda like dependent to my friends, i feel like there's nothing i could do but chit-chat with them. but not that much in here. my broken english still lean on me, little hard to make a really good communications. oh when am i gonna be an awesome english speaker..........? live abroad a year not full-guarantee you can speak english well, for me @ least, idk for somebedy else though.
alrite. in my previous post i told you that im not gonna like my bio class. and no im not. im trying but i cant make it. i keep yawning at class. the class is so boring. sometimes my eyes will wide open if i hear the teacher tell me things that i never heard/learned before. that makes me pay attention to her and that is good for me. otherwise, i dont like the class situation (did i write it before?), well i dont care i could write it over haha. the students are noisy, they talk a lot, and write slow (sorry fellas :p) that make me upset. why dont they sit and write still, listen to the teacher and ask questions beside "are we taking notes?" -.-"
okay. things that make me happier than classes (some not, like bio n math) is a lunch time haha. well, everybody like lunch time. but wait, not for me when i first just got here.
i love my friends. you can tell :D. these friends are different specially for a friend that i just like her! (u would not understand what im saying), the point is i know that i'll cry a lot with my deep heart by the time im leaving US, means im gonna leaving them :( *dramatic :p but yeah idk when am i gonna see her after im leaving rite?
we had fun every lunch. we go to clubs or hanging around accompany one of us to a class cz we need to do something. it was interesting when for the frist time i went to CSU club (Christian S Union, idk what S stands for), im the only scarf-girl (read: moeslem) in the middle of Christians haha. that was interesting to hear them talk about Bible, it wasnt too-too Christian though. it was more general for everybody. we went to Best Buddies one time, had lunch with some handicap students at school. we played cards with them. that was a lot of fun. maybe they didnt know (include my friends) how happy i was that time cz i didnt show my too-happy-expression, but i didnt stop smiling, i loved being around them. such a blessing shared happiness with them. i would love to do it again.
last weekend my friend invited me to her church, a Hispanic church, they had a concert at night, and yeah that was a lot fun as well. though people speak Spanish most of the time, i dont care, i liked when they sang and played games together (they spoke english when playing games) and the host were like welcome me, my friend talked to him to speak in front of audience mention that they had a guest from Indonesia! that was awesome. i was standing and people were clapping their hands for me, some people shaked hands with me, smiled and said welcome. lol.
awwww. by the way i'll write something about my dreams. i've been dreaming like really wierd. it happened for 4 days in a row or 3, i cant remember. the dream plots are similar. i'll write it later.
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