My dreams

alrite. i said i was gonna post my dreams haha.

here we go.

#1
i just got home from US. i went to school, the school was suppose to be my HS but the building was my elemantary school. I went to classes, i met Ayu, Nadia, n Daifan. which is wierd. They even do not go to my school -.-" they were my EL n JHS friends. I cried in my dreams because people kept asking me what i've been done in US. Did i bring something useful for myself? Did i change to be a better person? I cried. I didnt know what to say. I felt i did nothing in US. I wanted to come back to US and fixed everything. That was my first dream.

#2
Next night. I just got home from US. I was at home. I cried. I cried in my dreams because people kept asking me what i've been done in US. Did i bring something useful for myself? Did i change to be a better person? I cried. I didnt know what to say. I felt i did nothing in US. I wanted to come back to US and fixed everything. That was the second night.

#3
Next. I just got home from US. I cried. I cried in my dreams because people kept asking me what i've been done in US. Did i bring something useful for myself? Did i change to be a better person? I cried. I didnt know what to say. I felt i did nothing in US. I wanted to come back to US and fixed everything. That was the third night.

#4
Next night. I just got home from US. I cried. I cried in my dreams because people kept asking me what i've been done in US. Did i bring something useful for myself? Did i change to be a better person? I cried. I didnt know what to say. I felt i did nothing in US. I wanted to come back to US and fixed everything. That was the forth night, the last night i had the same dreams -.-

i cant remember the details in my dreams. well u know everyone cant tell their dreams exactly what they had, we'll forget the plot in a few minutes after we wake up. anyway, it haunted me haha. it make me questioned what i've been done here. have i reached my goals? have i did something that really make me realizing something good?? am i right to go here? the most important thing, do i have a good intention for coming here?